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[13 Aug 2006|12:53pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

markku will rock your socks off. he's the greatest thing that has ever happened to finland. after looking at his profile, you'll understand us finns better. or not.

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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekend! [21 Jul 2006|10:26am]
[ mood | working ]
[ music | some crap from the radio ]

meet the fat rat, lupe. [not like lube, you dirty minded people.]


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[19 Nov 2005|11:48pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Timo - Deeprhythms 41 - Flight 19 ]


"One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a
compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are
pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put
that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to
that entry and this will remind how great you are."

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[19 Sep 2005|11:10am]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | pain - nothing ]

haha.

sweaty musicmen have totally captured my heart.
i adore those metal guys who wear black and sweat their shirts off.
mmm-mm.

hm. i wonder where i could buy one of those guys so they would become my boyfriend?

lesson 1
teacher sanni
the only way to get a boyfriend is bribery.

stay tuned for more.

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überboredomness [14 Aug 2005|10:16pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | vast - japanese fantasy ]


don't know what has gone into me when i do things like these..
[all i want is to be enough, or everything to someone special. oh fucking well.]

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie/random thoughts that reminds me of you.
3) I'll pick a flavor/color that you remind me of.
4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8) I've shown you mine, now you get to show me yours. Post this on your own LJ

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[07 Jul 2005|10:11pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | tool - part of me ]

how can i let go of fears which limit my life and make me feel annihilated?

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[21 Jun 2005|12:44pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | the mars volta - l'via l'viaquez ]

.randomness.

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[12 Jun 2005|03:18pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | and you will know us by the trail of dead - all white ]

hitto että tänä aamuna pelotti ajaa kaatosateessa motaria porvoosta himaan, kun ajoin liittymän ohi ja akkuvalo vilkku vähän väliä. 30 kilsaa ylimäärästä tuli ajettua, sydän kurkussa koko ajan. huh. vesiliirto sucks.

huge backyard party on saturday 2.7. djs, smokesauna, barbecue, beautiful people and everything. you are invited!

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one of the most intelligent posts in the universe. [03 Jun 2005|08:25pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | ben folds five - she don't use jelly ]

good relations with the wookies, i have.



i wonder would i ever be able to date a guy named yoda.

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www.provinssirock.fi [06 Apr 2005|01:01pm]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | chinese girls giving a presentation ]

the mars volta
the nine inch nails
marilyn manson
disco ensemble
moneybrother
turbonegro
mew

17. - 19.6.2005
in goddamn finland! \o/

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brown eyed girl. [13 Feb 2005|11:53pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | bart simpson - do the bartman ]

random photos time.
i feel bad that i still haven't finished the requested photos. :/
i really crave for a better [read: proper] camera.

stressed with school/exams. plus with future.

powerpoint is the child of satan himself.

Read more... )

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[09 Feb 2005|04:01am]
[ mood | drunk ]

if i wasn't a student, i'd be qualificated as an alcoholic.

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[30 Jan 2005|04:47am]
[ mood | so fcking wasted ]
[ music | a perfect circle - love song ]

jigggnfkngfojfpjfognods godgofigng fnofjgfnaöaödgkdgdgei-
nfglfkng. gnflkgnflnsge gndogn.
dflgnflnfhei rgnsöamlbsfnoe. efongfnorgn,df hgog gofnnbfod hfofn godndogi.
fnbofn ofn. bpfib. noe-s ffi nfnp.fb gnon oiapie roneiogehngblaeogehbnbl. dfongoigneoglne. ognrognr.

if someone knows what i'm talking about, he's genious. take a wild guess.

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it's finnish you suckers! [25 Oct 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | foo fighters - all my life ]

it's been a while since a last finnish and also public entry. i should start writing more in finnish but it seems to piss some of you off. but this is entry is mostly about how i was able to keep everything inside me for five years before breaking down and i'm not feeling mentally well.

viime yönä valvoin. vaikken halunnut.

mun elämä on aika mullinmallin vaikkei se ulospäin näytäkään siltä, i'm doing a damn fine job hiding everything. tuntuu taas siltä että seuraavalla kerralla kun juo valkoviiniä, niin mä vaan murrun. niin kuin kävi tässä kerran [joskus vuosi sitten] aunin ja essin kanssa. itkin valehtelematta puoltoista tuntia, todellakin itkin. siihenkin tarvittiin niin pieni laukasija kuin naapurin tuula, joka tuntui välittävän enemmän kuin kukaan pitkiin aikoihin. sekin vain kyseli kuulumisia ja oli ihan shokissa kun kerroin sille äidistä. tai enemmän se mun takia siinä vuodatti kyyneliä, mitä kukaan ei ole tehnyt mun takia, ikinä.
tästäkin on jo aikaa. mutta aika pitkään pystyin pitämään sen kaiken mun sisällä. saata-na, viisi kokonaista vuotta. osan päästin ulos. seuraavana päivänä mun jutut oli taas lakaistu maton alle. ehkäpä se selittää miksi pidän kaiken itselläni. mutta nyt tuntuu että vois olla taas murtumisen paikka.
tää on ihan törkeetä angstausta. :D

ja mistä mun henkinen pahoinvointi taas johtuu? miehestä. tai ainakin pistän kaiken sen piikkiin.

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if only i could tell [29 Feb 2004|10:34pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | lullacry - over me ]



i'll be here for you.

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a daydream [06 Dec 2003|04:42pm]
[ mood | fat ]
[ music | redrama - ronnie ]

do you ever wish that one day you'll wake up and find yourself in a world where unicorns drink from pools in forest glades, where fairytale castles are built so high they reach into the clouds and where you can wish upon a star and it'll actually come true? world with big pink candy floss castles, dark green dragons flying around, dark blue sky with big shiny stars and big butterflies following the beautiful unicorns. fairgrounds with old-fashioned merry-go-rounds, and villages with thatched roof cottages, and rolling hills covered with bright green grass and multi-coloured meadows, and at night shooting stars
light up the sky...

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twisted mind [27 Nov 2003|10:39pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | some crap from the radio ]

where does the line between daydreams and reality go? or is there such a line at all? sometimes you daydream about things so much that you wish they would be reality and then you start treating your daydreams as reality.

and i guess i'm not a lonely rider after all since i'm craving for affection so goddamn much. but unfortunately no one is willing to hold me nor hug me.. or is having my hair stroked too much to asked?

ever felt so close to someone that he'd be a part of you, part of your soul?

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blahblah [29 Apr 2003|06:39pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | him - greatest lovesongs vol. 666 ]

feeling violent.
want to smash everything into pieces and scream.
ah well, what a good start for a new journal.

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